Normally, Dean pulled away fairly quickly, but tonight? Seemed he was settling in for awhile, especially with the way he was cradling him close. That shouldn't be comfortable in anyway, not with what Dean was doing to him, but he didn't tense up or pull away.
He didn't know if he was enjoying this because of the comfort of having Dean close by, the guy who always had his back, or because he'd had some of his brother's blood and it was still doing a lot of fucked up crap to how he felt about him, but either way? He wasn't going to pick it apart. not tonight. Even at the twinge of guilt that maybe he shouldn't be relaxing on a case, while looking for dad, while Jessica was in the ground because of him. He let his eyes drift shut for a moment, holding a little tighter to Dean for a moment.
"Dean..." The name rolled off his tongue eventually, shifting a little against him when Dean had had quite a bit from him. Sam trusted Dean, of course, but he didn't want to be too weak or fatigued tomorrow because he'd let his brother take a little too much.
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He didn't know if he was enjoying this because of the comfort of having Dean close by, the guy who always had his back, or because he'd had some of his brother's blood and it was still doing a lot of fucked up crap to how he felt about him, but either way? He wasn't going to pick it apart. not tonight. Even at the twinge of guilt that maybe he shouldn't be relaxing on a case, while looking for dad, while Jessica was in the ground because of him. He let his eyes drift shut for a moment, holding a little tighter to Dean for a moment.
"Dean..." The name rolled off his tongue eventually, shifting a little against him when Dean had had quite a bit from him. Sam trusted Dean, of course, but he didn't want to be too weak or fatigued tomorrow because he'd let his brother take a little too much.